lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody ...

3 weeks since i got back from the states and it feels like so many more weeks actually.
my parents visited us here in mumbai for a few days and then my cousin was here for about 2 weeks and now i am by myself (while i wait for vijju to come bk from the office, a 12hr business day. ugh). few more days only though before my month long trip to hyd for chelli's wedding.

i miss u all.. girlfriends
the ones in the America, Europe, Blore everywhere else but NOT around me

:(( i loved being around my girlfriends when in the US... teasing 'em, pleasing 'em, gossiping, chatting, being there for 'em, getting little thoughtful treats. i miss havin 'em around me for company now...

not VJ nor cousins nor other phamili can fulfill the love, care & fun of the girlfriends' company

awww... i feel so lonely, lazy n am tired quickly now-a-days. pregnancy harmones acting up i guess. i wish i hadn't quit my job. but my move half-way around the world left me with no choice. yada yada...

comeon now deeps. u can do better. get ur bum outta the bed n do sth creative n fun. :)

any ideas?

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