Amusing Musings

Diaries of diaries nenu vasthanani vachaka chusi chepthanani evi padeyakunda ala unchindi Amma… she saved all my childhood souvenirs carefully all these years, stuff so antique that some of it dates back to the early nineteen nineties. Wow! From my pre-teen years. It is even more amazing that mom managed to save all those treasures all these years impeccably. So sweet of her. Of course she has always been a sweetheart and continues to amaze me :)with her sweetness. naa chinnapati books, eppativo dresses, naaku vachina gifts, my first teddy, all my report cards from class LKG to 10th and Inter 1st and 2nd year’s too, text books, notes, record books, greeting cards from my friends & admirers:) and the diaries. There are, oh so many sweet memories attached to each one of those… especially the diaries… those were the records galore, manuscripts version of hard-drives filled with memoirs of my childhood experiences. A treasure chest or a Pandora’s Box? I was rearing to find out. I final...

one of my good friends whoz name rhymes with Nivea ;) told me that one should have that passion to go bk n live in india, now i know what it means... and i told her than it is not about passion for me.. i am going bk coz i have no choice at this point.. when chance comes i will fly bk to the place i miss so much... i am trying not to see everythin from under a microscope (again if u think that's what am doin.. i am not!)and lettin go of anythin without thinkin too much about it... but gosh! what is up with all the hypocrisy, chauvanism and never thinkin twice before sayin out loud negative remarks or complaining even before appreciating what we have. coz it is what a lot of people are still strugglin for. the basic necessities, amenities to be satisfied with what u hv is the secret of happiness... but there won't be any progress either if one is satisfied with something as is... i think one should also work towards continuous improvement.but, does that mean always comparing and...

innallaki gurthochana Vaana... nuvvosthanante, nenoddantaana beautiful day... was sunny in the morning, cloudy all afternoon and started raining in the evening all throughthe night... its been ages since i felt the monsoon rains. years ago i and my cousins used get on the terrace, makin up some excuses... to just feel the rain and get drenched. it was fun we loved to do at the beginning of every rainy season. things like forget ur raincoat wantedly or say it started raining after u decided to go out or were tryin to get all the clothes (out for drying)inside.. or clearin out the blokage from the rain water drain etc etc.. okata renda.. enno bahanalu... just ala varsham lo thadavadam kosam today all those fond memories flashed back. i sat there smelling the scent of wet mud, rain and rose plants in balcony, as the rain water sprinkled on me from off of the balcony wall and railings. mom was making hot pakoras and warm double ka meetha.. yumm my fav food to go with the monsoon rains. acc...