Amusing Musings

Ever felt like you seen this before, you have been here before, you have experienced this before when you actually did not? i have been feeling a lot like this lately. One of my colleagues from my current job (of 2 weeks old) called me up and i felt like i exactly knew what she was going to say, what i was going to say, even before we actually did.. hmmm this is just one incident.. i have had many such Deja vu experiences since childhood. Though i wasn't old enough, wise enough to understand what it was, I slowly began to think that may be i was gifted with a power to see the future and that I just did not make an effort to note it down when i dreamt of so i can check it when it actually occured. haha! Co-incidentally, i happened to tell my husband about this day dream that i got a couple of months ago abt a call from a colleague during late hours and that i was her manager. today when it actually happened, my husband was amused too. :) Some Paramnesia! :D

i am back to work of course in worst of typical desi work atmospheres. 1 week of travelling of about 75km two way from home to work and back leaves me with no time and energy to even think of anything else... let alone looking after buvi's basic needs... i am at work because i need the job! my inlaws taking care of the baby while i am away. i'd call myself a loser if i am going to stick with this job. i have to look for a better opportunity, a reasonable one which will allow me to thrive not just survive. omg! the politics, egos, hypocrisy and some lethargy this is how i'd describe my work place & people during my first week at work in India. uh, hope it improves. hope i will feel better. or may be i will get used to it sooner or later. what's good abt it? i am rediscovering my professional life. today seems to be one of those lowest lows of emotional roller coaster ride. don't ask why.. can't tell... just not happy with my life after coming bk to India. got...