Amusing Musings

It is 10:21 PM. Not very late, for I fall sleep way past midnight usually. I feel so bored tonight. I want to do a lot of stuff. a few ideas that came to my mind are, may be take up a correspondence course, write CAT/MAT, join some S/W programming languages course, prepare for a certification, read a book or pursue arts like interior decor etc. This is what happens when I have so much free time and no ways to utilize it effeciently. I talk about this to anyone at home and slap comes the reaction, "why do you want to do anything now? just eat well and rest. you are a mom-to-be now. you can do anything you want later" uh.. as if that later is gonna come in near future. so when is that later. after delivery? i do not think so. after a few months after baby is born? nah. after baby's first birthday? nada.. pretty much it's over. the time when i can anything i want to, anytime. it is over. i know, there can always be clauses, conditions in figuring out work arounds but not...

heaven or hell is right here on earth, and is how you choose your life to be. the year that has gone by, has been very momentous so many unexpected wonderful and tough times it brought that changed my life forever. so many special moments savoured, so many life lessons learnt. I have been both tremendously selfish in pursuing my fondest passions and incredibly selfless taking care of latest n greatest requirements and responsibilities towards my dear ones'. A highly individualistic, independant, cheerful, ambituous and dynamic woman i was last birhday. This year, i am a doted housewife, an excited mum-to-be, with high nesting instincts, a little restless, a lot relaxed trying to figure out whats and hows of soon to come motherhood. day-by-day i see myself becoming slightly more philosophical which is nothing but "being optimistic, taking life as it comes, trying to bounce back from resentfulness asap and moving on hoping for better :)", according to me. i need as much pos...

3 weeks since i got back from the states and it feels like so many more weeks actually. my parents visited us here in mumbai for a few days and then my cousin was here for about 2 weeks and now i am by myself (while i wait for vijju to come bk from the office, a 12hr business day. ugh). few more days only though before my month long trip to hyd for chelli's wedding. i miss u all.. girlfriends the ones in the America, Europe, Blore everywhere else but NOT around me :(( i loved being around my girlfriends when in the US... teasing 'em, pleasing 'em, gossiping, chatting, being there for 'em, getting little thoughtful treats. i miss havin 'em around me for company now... not VJ nor cousins nor other phamili can fulfill the love, care & fun of the girlfriends' company awww... i feel so lonely, lazy n am tired quickly now-a-days. pregnancy harmones acting up i guess. i wish i hadn't quit my job. but my move half-way around the world left me with no choice. yad...