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Some notes from my new 'mid-life'.

It’s that time of my life when I just thought things were moving smooth and I was happy go lucky, suddenly something bad happens and it strikes a blow at you 10 times worse than anything you have ever experienced.  After my husband survived a massive stroke, I begin to believe in second chances. He is alive because of luck, his strong will to live plus his excellent critical thinking.   All you to do is try real hard and believe in yourself and you will definitely get a second chance for revival. I fight with August, each year, that’s around when most bad things happened, the battle becomes fiercer and I become stronger.  Somehow the middle of the year for last few years has been depressing and disturbing me mentally and challenging psychologically.   I have only become stronger, wiser and more tolerant as I won each battle. Thanks to amazing self (I ought to give that much credit, because I have been surprising myself with my ability to withstand, s...
a friend of mine called me a Drew Barrymoore. At first it sounded like a compliment. I wanted to take it as a compliment. Drew Barrymoore is my one of my fav actors. Cute, such a sweetheart, full of life, so kissable! :) Hold my friend was making a reference to the movie 50 first dates. ouch.. my memory has gone that bad! That I keep asking him same questions and have the same conversation over and over again. He is being too nice to patiently converse and answer the same things but he defintely got ticked off yesterday. Sorry! Damn, am I thinking too much, my mind's stressed out. I do accomodate stressbusters but I seem to be working on a short term memory these days. Technically I am running exceedingly dependant on a RAM and not so much on a Hard drive. I remember crystal clear things that happened until years ago but then lately i have developed this superficial memory which retains as much information as necessary for the conversation, for a relevant moment or occassion and bo...

Software Engineer to Photographer

latest trend: okappudu software enginner ki unna demand, charm, irresistibleness... ivala photographers ki unnatundi. I see every other guy out with a high-tech camera and with some gorgeous pics  ;) :)  I find it a very attractive when a guy can take a great pic, really shows the way he views the world. A world through the photographer's eyes can tell you a lot about the personality. It definiely takes artistic, creative and story-tell-abiltiy to take and make a beautiful capture.